I wanna go home~~

Seems like a title of a song?Yes, a song by Michael Buble->such a good song~~
Some of the lyrics sound like this:
'I’m surrounded by a million people, I still feel all alone'
I think each people out there would think the same way if they are far, far away from their home.
Same goes to me. I feel empty, live in a bored life. Without my Mom, my family, my friends. Even though my sweetheart was surrounding here,but that's not enough!!
I WANNA GO HOME!
I just called my mom,and said that i missed her so, so much...!!Talking and crying. I heard her voice at the phone sounds like crying too. I asked her,are you crying mom?She denied it,but i can feel she's crying too!
Some of the conversation or chatting between my mom & I
Mom: Hello!
Me : Hello!
Mom: Napa sayang?kau mau balik?
Me : (ish,mami ni mcm tau2 jak aku mau balik. Terus airmata aku berguguran) Ya, saya mau balik,bole ka? (suara masa ni macam kena selsema ->nangis T_T)
Mom: Napa kau nangis?kau rindu mami ka?
Me : (dalam hati 'ya mami,rindu sangat2) Ya.(sambil T_T)
Mom: Ba,kau ikut la along blk nnt 16hb. Napa? Nda dpt keja lagi?
Me : Sudah.
Mom: Jadi?Nda ok ka keja?
Me : Ok,bos pun baik.
Mom: Ba,kau keja jala sana ba.Balik sini pun susa jg mau cari keja. Gaji pun Rm200-Rm300 jak. Ndapa,keja2 dulu ba,baru kau balik sini.Kalau kau rindu mami, telefon2 jala mami k.
Me : (Masa ni airpaip makin mencurah2 jatuh.huhu T_T )Ba,ok.Nnt saya kol2 jala mami k?
Mom: Mami sihat juga sini,jgn la ba kau risau.Mami pun keja jg sini,hantar2 budak sekolah, hujung2 minggu potong getah. Duduk ruma pun boring jg, teda keja mo buat.
Me : Rajinnya mami ni,ba,jagalah kesihatan mami k.Jgn keja kuat sgt.

I said I'll try to work for a month. Then, if i'm not strong enough or not be able to carry the burden anymore, i'll go back to home. Means, this month is like a 'trial month'.
So, I'll see the progression of my work, my condition,& my life for the whole January.
Hope Allah will ease my way & help me to survive here & help me in getting through this hard life which is full of challenges and barriers!Amin..
Yes, thousands of barriers!!